A Diary(Non-Members): October 13, 2012

Greetings From Paris !!!

I apologize in advance for not updating my blog for you in a timely manner….My intensions are always good, but as I'm human, I seem to consistently set far too many goals for myself and struggle to reach any! But here I am, finally….

I'm in Paris. This is a city which I really love. I've been coming here for 20 years of my life now and I should speak french like a local….but I don't. Sadly….

So I set, yet, another goal….to take a french class when I get home so I can eventually speak something rather than "pigeon" french....

At the moment I'm taking an online class from UCLA in Anatomy and Physiology….how the human body functions! OY VAY!!!! Drama! Why does the whole idea of cells and cell division freak me out??? But I think I'm finally beginning to wrap my little brain around it. I think it would be easier to understand if I wasn't still finalizing my overdue taxes (due Monday!), traveling around the world and jet lagged, still dealing with the anguish of losing my brother 3 1/2 months ago, trying to understand the meaning of life, running a video company that is a constant struggle to keep afloat, wondering what the hell I'm going to do next in my crazy life…..and examining who I am….Why I am constantly battling my ever changing emotions?…..Pourqoi pourquoi pourquoi??? Can anyone out there relate???

Well it's late and I have much to do tomorrow….it will be a rainy day here in Paris and in a way that is a good thing because I have a lot of paperwork to do and studying to do and scheduling to do…and if I am wise, I will pull out my yoga mat and do a lot of inversions to balance my crazy head first thing in the morning!

I am also PROMISING to write a diary for my members…I have a lot to say about my recent road trip up the California Coast to Southern, Oregon with my parents and my sister and 3 dogs! The new painting of a pig named Lisa, from a Shelter in Jacksonville, OR, that I bought, upcoming wrestling and boxing matches, thoughts on past matches, etc etc etc….and the longer I hold out writing it, the more time I need to write it all down….

No fuzzy little guys to curl up next to in my bed here in Paris. (doggies that is!!!!!) I miss them….so much…

Do you think that the planets are each a giant cell with their atmosphere acting as a cellular membrane??? Contemplating possibilities….More about cellular activity very soon…..I'm sure you are awaiting my theories with bated breath! Thanks for tuning in…

Sleep is calling me…..

Peace…Love….xxxxx

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